To those whom I owe an explanation... this is how I felt that time...

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It's like I'll disappear as soon as I close my eyes
I feel like I've turned into someone that even I don't recognize
Sadly, I've become so small
I want to be rescued, but instead of sighing
I vomited up my loneliness, and just lay there, measuring it all up

Amidst this drop of time gone dry
My heart is drowning and writhing
These lies that make me dizzy
I took them and tore them up
And with that,
I became lost
In a world of thin darkness.

For the sake of those whom I should trust
I chose to come here,
a cage into which I've locked myself,
and now there's no escape.
Deep inside my parched throat
Lies the reason for this growing impermanence
Scared of the approaching tomorrow
I cower and collapse
But it seeks me out and whispers to me
This voice of thin darkness.

Amidst this drop of time gone dry
My heart is drowning and writhing
These lies that make me dizzy
I took them and tore them up
And with that, I became lost
In a world of thin darkness.

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lyrics came from: Shell (Witch Hunter Robin)
English translation from animelyrics.com

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Quizzes... yes. Again.


You are a True Blue Anime Fan! You don't scare
people, but you know a lot. Congrats, this is
probably the result you want to achieve.


Are YOU an Otaku?
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Cutie,Goddess,Fighter,Hottie?
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Hiei meets you by chance and is amazed. He has
never met anyone like you before. You are
brave, cunning, fearless, and comfortable with
your surroundings. He loves you instantly,
without willing to admit it!


Do you match up with Hiei?
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You were right! Im so happy you know who I am!
(Vash)You know LOTS bout Trigun!(Even know this
is my first quizie and I don't know how to work
it!)HEHE


How much do you know about Trigun?
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You're An Intellectual!
You can always be found reading or on the computer.
People always come to you when they need
information. You don't really care about love
at this point, your only goal is to improve
your mind. After all, knowledge is power!


What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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You are Charlotte. Beautiful, shy and girly. All
you really want is a huge wedding and a
wonderful husband but you are slowly working
your way through the male population in your
quest to find mr right, not that you'd readily
admit it! You always end up with mr
perfect...but.. and the but is usually some
kind of bizarre or disappointing bedroom
activity.


"A 'Sex and the City' quiz"
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You are vanilla! The purest of them all!


*What Ice cream flava are you??*
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U R Pheobe !!Go you! You like to have fun , but
when it comes to work , you are as serious as
ever.You have bad luck in relationships . poor
you .
You have the powers of premonition and can levitate
.


:+:+:Which Charmed sister are you ?:+:+:
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You are a Charmed fanatic!


How Much Do You Know 'bout Charmed
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You are Tsugiri. Beautiful and melancholic, you
strive to cope with horrors in your past. You
are kind but still not sure what you life is
for and since living for yourself is not
enough, you try to protect those that are
important to you at all costs.


Manga- What Alichino Character Are You?
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rather long post, wasn't it?

I find that I cannot explain myself yet so give me time. it's too long a story anyway... but I'm grateful you guys care...