I wasn't as surprised as I should have been when I found out about it. The signs were there if one just observed well enough. Since I consider them both my friends, I couldn't very well condemned them for their choices, and I don't want to. Although I am slightly disappointed in N for his choices coz he does have previous committments he should have taken into account. Then again, I don't know all the details and until I do I will not in any way change in how I deal with either of them. What I do know is that H has been complaining regularly about her bf. When I learned her bf already had kids and that he didn't seem so keen about staying in contact with her while she was away, I kinda already wished she'd find someone else. If she's happy with N then I'm glad, I just hope their relationship won't be purely physical. N needs a friend as much as he needs the physical contact, and he's quite mature for his age so maybe he won't be so out of place when it comes to hanging out with H and her friends. I just hope neither of them would get hurt, that neither would end up hurting each other, and that they'd be happy.

But I can't help but feel a little sad coz this issue made the group seem splintered. N hanged out more with H's group this last week and was rather distant. I can't fault him for being so coz the girls could be just a tad bit too out of line about their questions. I still maintain the idea that it's his life, so let him be. But then he was the one who complained before about feeling left out of the group. It's just ironic that he was the one who distanced himself at the end. Anyways, it's done. We probably won't retain the same groupings this coming semester so it's not like the group dynamics will be the same...

I do wish though that my future groupmates in RLE would work as well as the last ones... that they'd all chip in and help and not let just one, two or three people do all the work.

Haaaaayyy...

Summer affiliation's over. Wow. Parang ang bilis lang. I didn't get to meet up with the people I wanted to see coz I've just been too busy and tired. I feel so drained... yet somehow emotionally energized. Like I'm ready to take on just about anything right now.

I feel as though I should be doing something I should have done years ago. Not really that I'm running out of time kind of feeling, but more on I think I'm ready to say and do this now conviction. But the timing's not right. As usual. Heheh, I'm not making any sense again, am I?

Anyways, here are several online quizzes I answered recently just coz I felt like doing so:




Your true color is Blue!


What's Your True Color?

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Your Inner Blood Type is Type A

You seem cool and collected, though a bit shy. You are highly driven and a perfectionist, but that's a side you keep to yourself. Creative and artistic, you are a very unique person who doesn't quite fit in. People accept you more than you realize, seeing you as trustworthy and loyal. You are most compatible with: A and AB Famous Type A's: Britney Spears and Hilter

What's Your Inner Blood Type?

Your Birth Month is November

Tolerant and inspirational, you are wise beyond your years. You are universally sympathetic and a great humanitarian. Your soul reflects: Compassion, friendship, and secret love Your gemstone: Citrine Your flower: Chrysanthemum Your colors: Dark blue, red, and yellow

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

You Are Midnight

You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits. Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle. Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it. You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.

What Time Of Day Are You?

You Are Periwinkle

You're very intuitive and sensitive. You often know other people better than they know themselves. You're also quite optimistic, and you think well of yourself and others. You know your dreams will come true.

What Color Blue Are You?

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't. Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

You Are 37% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well. But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.

How Selfish Are You?

You Are 64% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

How Happy Are You?