FEIFU-ISM: Auscultation
Listen Close Enough And You'll Hear My Heart
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Saturday, February 26, 2005
I Just Love This Song Right Now!!!
So if anyone has an mp3 copy of it, pa-send naman sakin o, please??? ^_^ Or if you know a place I can download it from for free (coz ala ako moolah) will you guys gimme the link?
Artist: Gavin Degraw
Album: Chariot
Song: I Don't Wanna Be (OP for One Tree Hill)
I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by a deadly crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can't be the only one who's learned
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think about me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
Can I have everyone's attention please
See, not like this and that
You're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain, the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay, dust, stone
And now I'm telling everybody
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I'm trying to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I don't want to be
I don't want to be
I don't want to be
I don't want to be
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Real Madrid 1 - 0 Juventus
They won! They won! They won!
*aherm*
I swear, my heart starts going 170/100mmHg whenever the ball goes near Casillas' goal... hay, I like seeing him in action, but dang, I nearly have a heart attack everytime I have to see him in action. Jeez...
Anyway, on a non-football related topic... I did win that contest thingie at school. How utterly lame hahahha!!! ^^0
Want to make a new Illusion site layout, as well as change the look of my blog... it's been like this since I can't remember, kaso I'm too lazy to put back all the scripts and html stuff I added that I will have to redo if I change the layout. Gah. You'll see na lang if di ako tamarin, kasi bigla na lang mag-iiba look ng blog. We'll see.
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Your Seduction Style: The Coquette |
You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get. Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you. Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte. And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you. |
Hard to get, eh? Answered this twice and I got the same thing... ah well...
Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male |
Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! |
Your Love Number is |
4 You are a creative and expressive lover - a true romantic at heart. An introspective soul, you know exactly how your ideal relationship should be. But if you don't get that ideal, you tend to get a bit pouty and dramatic. You need someone who can roll with the punches, that's for sure! |
Missed school yesterday coz of a real super painful migraine. Lotsa things apparently happened while I wasn't around; one of which is that I supposedly won 1st prize for this on the spot short story writing contest. It's not that I'm not glad about the whole winning bit, but... I wasn't exactly happy with what I wrote and right now, I'm really curious why I even won at all. I mean, even I didn't like what I've written, so how can other people do? Know what I mean?
Ah well... a win's a win. Wasn't there for the photo op though... sucks to be sick.
Sunday, February 20, 2005
DAMMIT!!!
I wanna hate Andoni Iraola of Athletic Bilbao, but am too much in shock of the fact that he managed to score twice against Casillas during the game between his team and Real Madrid today.
TWICE!!!
Dang!
Dammit, I can’t believe they lost!
0-2!
Nil!
As in they didn’t score! What’s up with that?! Hello?!
This is from a card a classmate gave me during Chinese New Year. He's not Chinese blood, not fully, but his family follows the customs so, he gave me and a few others in class these red cards with the chinese character for love on them. When I opened mine, it said this:
"Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."
He told me it's supposed to be my future or something. If anyone out there's Chinese and knows what the hell this meant, please tell me? Hehehe, Emski, do you by chance have any idea?
Watched Constantine yesterday despite the bad review my classmate gave it and the supposed bomb threat. I half liked it and half didn’t. Dunno, it was too predictable! Jim, my classmate, said the story was barely understandable; but I found it too easily so. I kinda knew where they were gonna take the plot several minutes before they actually showed what was gonna happen on screen. *sigh* Hate the fact that they made Gabriel so horrifyingly mental, and they could’ve found a better-looking actor for Lucifer, I mean, come on, the guy’s supposed to be a former angel, not just that, the most beautiful one before the fall, there should at least be traces of that! Plus, why the heck would Lucifer himself collect the soul of *spoiler* isn’t that the job of Death? Really... ah well, whatever.
I know I should be finishing my case study but I’m procrastinating again. Got this survey of sorts from QT’s blog:
LAYER 0NE: 0N THE 0UTSIDE
Name: feifu
Birthday: 26 November 1980
Current location: Apalit, Pampanga
Hair color: Brownish black
LAYER TW0: 0N THE INSIDE
Your fears: being entirely alone
Your perfect pizza: pepperoni & extra mozzarella
Goal you'd like to achieve: become a bestselling author
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, T0DAY, T0M0RR0W
Your most overused phrase: as in?
Your best physical feature: eyes, coz they seriously reflect ALL of my moods
Your bedtime: early to bed, early to rise (sleep at 8am, wake up at midnight)
Your most missed memories: staying at the dorm & hanging out with the girls
LAYER F0UR: Y0UR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: water
McDonald's or Burger King: depends on mood, pero BK tastes better
single or group dates: depends on the guy heheh
Adidas or Nike: no preference
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nativa lemon
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: café au lait
LAYER FIVE: D0 Y0U/ARE Y0U
Smoke: not anymore
Single: yes
Have a crush: yes
Think you're in love: hahahha, with Iker Casillas! Joke!
Want to get married: I really dunno... maybe if it’s ******
Get motion sickness: uh-ah
Think you're attractive: pag blooming
Think you're a health freak: have to be considering I am taking up nursing
Get along with your parents: of course
Like thunderstorms: very much
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST M0NTH
Drank alcohol: does coffee liqueur in a cheesecake count?
Gone on a date: past month? Nah.
Gone to the mall: kahapon lang, despite the bomb scare kuno
Been on stage: not really
Eaten an entire box of oreos: nah
Eaten sushi: maki yeah, sushi no.
skating: na-ah
Stolen anything: hell no
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE Y0U EVER
Played a game that required removal of clothing: heheh, no
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nope
Been caught: in what?
Gotten beaten up: never happened, people are too scared of me to even try, I think
LAYER EIGHT: GETTING 0LDER
Age you hope to be married: basta before age 35 (menopause), if ever
How do you want to die: with a cause
What place/country would you most like to visit: all of Europe
LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY
Best eye color?: no preference
Best hair color?: I’ve no particular preference
height: should be taller than 5’7” coz I don’t wanna be taller than him pag nakatakong ako
Best first date location: um, as long as we have fun it doesn’t really matter where
First kiss location: surprise me
LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people I could trust with my life: around 10, give or take a few
Number of CD's I own: lost count
Number of piercings: do the ones on my ears count? They’ve been there since I was an infant...
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
They won! Iker did several very good *as in my gosh how did he manage to do those good* saves making the final score 1-2 in favor of Real Madrid. Zidane's play wasn't his best, Owen's goal was almost miraculous, Guti's as adorable as ever, and Beckham is, well... himself. ^^0 Watched the bloody game at around 1am in ESPN and gawds, was I loud ^^0 I screeched every time Iker had to work to block an incoming ball and yowled in glee every time he did so. I know, I know... why the sudden interest in football, you ask? I dunno myself.
Monday, February 14, 2005
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Ever since I learned about football I've been crazy over it; I even follow Liga Espanyola, UEFA, and just about any game that they show on cable tv. Good thing I wake up real early, I get to watch them live on ESPN ^^ I adore Real Madrid ^^ Not because of David Beckham, although admittedly Becks is scrumptious ^^0
Real Madrid goalkeeper, jersey#1: Iker Casillas just absolutely rocks! I like Like LIKE him ^^ Ang galing! Grabe! He's such a great goalkeeper, and considering he's so young (23) it's really awesome how good he is at what he does ^^