Hay nako Seiks!!! Nagkakwentuhan kami medyo kahapon. He said he’s 18. Ewan ko kailan birthday nya. If he’s a Libran matatawa na lang ako.

Quite studious. Infinitely different from my classmates nung 1st sem who didn’t give a damn about their academics. Serious pagdating sa studies talaga. A bit of a perfectionist kasi naiinis sa sarili pag hindi nya na-a-ace tests nya. Told him na he should be thankful na lang at isa lang ang mali nya and not dwell on the fact na di nya na-perfect test. He said na he /is/ thankful and even says a silent prayer to God after the test anuman ang nakuha nya. Yelords… talk about religious…

For some reason I felt the same way I did when we were brainstorming about David’s personality and background. Yung parang I feel proud for this person for being who and what he is? Gahh… weird.

Ang nakakaewan about all this is that hindi ko gaanong ma-appreciate yung kawawang guy na to since I really don’t see him, I see David! I don’t wanna admit it, but I’m befriending him not for himself. I’m befriending him because I plan on using his actions as basis for David’s. Gusto ko ngang picturan e.

Stalker-tendencies!!!

Di lang yun. My gosh… User!!! Sobra!!! WAAAAAA!!!

But heck it’s for the story!

Ano sa tingin mo, Seika? Ana? Should I tell him about Illusion at magpaalam na “hey, can I study you so I can make you as my basis for a character I helped create for this story my friends and I are making?”

Now wouldn’t the poor guy get weirded out or what hahahahha!!! ^___^0

Dunno kung anong upcoming school event. I heard may Foundation Day ata sa January or Feb, but I dunno when talaga. Tell you pag may narinig akong event at kung pwedeng magpapasok ng guests.

Oh. My. God.

I can’t stay silent about it anymore. He is soooo like David that it’s getting somewhat scary.

Feels like David came to life right in front of me and I get to see him at an almost daily basis. Sayang di ko naging seatmate in any of the subjects we share. Would have been an interesting experience.

As it is, we sometimes chat before and after class. Sobrang gentleman talaga! Not at all the Russell-style na will hit on girls or the Countdown David na sobrang mala-Mr. Suave. As in Illu David talaga!!! Ang polite! Ang bait! Nakakahirit at mapang-inis rin paminsan pag medyo nakilala ka na, pero ang bait talaga!

Ana, Tin, I really want you to see this guy. Sana magkaron ng opportunity na andyan kayo at makita nyo sya. Like I said, di nya kuha looks ni David, I doubt anyone alive can really look like our David, pero he can come rather close kasi ang bait ng dating ng looks nya, yung bang parang hindi kayang manakit ng langgam pero manly rin ang dating at the same time? Sayang lang talaga Tin na he’s so bleeding young, I think he’s younger sayo ng almost two years. Sayang, pakikilala ko sana sayo, ala pa man din syang gf wehehhe!!!

Hmmm… wonder if he has fraternal twin siblings? If he does, I’ll be seriously creep-ed out.

I just don’t like his name. I can’t say it here. Well, I can, but I won’t. Don’t wanna. Tell you guys na lang whenever we get to text or talk heheheh… hirap na baka may makabasang hindi dapat makabasa hahahahahha!!!

At may guy na ugaling-ugali ni Dennis. He even hits on the female professors! Yelords…

Oh yeah… and there’s this guy na sing-suplado/intimidating ni James! He’s TALL. Or he seems taller than he looks coz of the way he carries himself. Dunno kung pano talagang ugali nya though. Haven’t talked to him. Wala syang kinakausap sa klase. Well, except pag natatawag ng prof. He says his piece, sits down, and stays quiet the rest of the time. Then when class is over, he just leaves. Come to think of it parang ugaling Rukawa sya. Yung bang ayaw mong mapansin ka nya kasi ang talas kung makatingin. He doesn’t look anything like James nor Rukawa though pero he’s like those two, the dark brooding type. Striking enough… but scary sometimes.

At may kaklase akong Faye ang name!!! Cool girl. Bait, medyo genki minsan. Bossy pagdating sa guys. Like I said, Faye *shrug*

At may Kristina Mendoza!!! No kidding! Meron!!! Ganun talaga name nya. Shock nga ako medyo nung narinig ko.

At may Ann ang name rin. Quiet girl. Hindi ganong umiimik. Antukin. Hahahha!!! Oh my…

So except for Rus, halos kumpleto ko na main illu cast! Unfortunately, ala talaga akong makitang kaugali or kamukha ni Rushie. Ah well…

Okay, maybe I’m thinking too much of the Illu cast coz of the site I’m making kaya ako nagkakaganito at nakikita ko sila sa mga kaklase ko. Pero sheters talaga yung mala-David. I really want you two to see him.

Hehehe, ginawa na nyong mala-message board yung tagboard wahehhehe… nice ^^0

Tin, takti, you’re right. Sobrang nakakapanibago sa itsura pag may glasses. Mom said I actually look mature for once *sweatdrop* Meaning I don’t exude the aura of being mature? Dang… lolz

Hay nako Guido, wag mo na akong pagalitan tungkol sa hindi ko dati pagsuot ng glasses ko, pinagalitan na ko ng mom ko about it. When she heard na sinabihan mo ko tawa lang sya at sinabihan ako na makinig daw ako sayo ^^0

Emski! Hindi na talaga ako makalaro ng RO. Too busy.

Ana! Di ko pa tapos kulayan yung chibi ng guys, wait up lang ha? Pero medyo tapos na yung site. I just need to upload it. Baka Makita mo na lang yung pic ng chibi James, Russ & David sa site mismo heheh

Btw, UBER THANKS sa lahat na nag-greet sakin ^_^

Guys, bawi na lang me next time sa pag-blow out. Busy kasi kaya di ako makapunta sa Mla. Promise talaga pag nagkaron ng free time, most prolly during the Xmas break na, I’ll go there at reunion tayo lahat. SOBRANG MISS KO NA KAYO!!!

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my past life... kuno.

fe was a Sleepy Tight-Rope Walker in a past life. Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

Is it any wonder it was my PAST life? That it already ended? Sleepy? While on a tight-rope... no wonder heights give me goosebumps.

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I kinda like this result better weheheh ^_^

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Sneaky CULT Leader?! WHAHAHAHAHA!!! Wonder who the cult's god was...

Went to an eye doctor last Saturday with mom and tito Toto. Whyever for? What else, had my eyes checked out. Turns out that mom was right about why I was having those migraines... I have astigmatism. Bummer. I'm having a pair of eyeglasses made and we'll be coming back for them on Wednesday. Double bummer. Doctor said I have to wear them from the moment I wake up till before I go to sleep. Shit. Talk about changing looks. Dammit...

Anyway, Doctor also said I have 20/20 vision. Told you so Ana-neechan! Wahehehe ^^0

Busy.

Sick. But busy.

Cold not over, good thing fever is.

Made chibi drawings of illu main cast during my free period in between classes. Will scan and upload them when I have less assignments and test for the next day.

Am planning on taking down KR, my rather pathetic website, and exchange it for an Illu/A.I./ElEstrall-dedicated site. Kaso that'll take a lot of work and a lot of time, and considering the only real free time I have is during Sundays, the reconstruction of the webby would most prolly take a LOT of time.

Gotta go.

Hope ur all feeling genki ^_^

I haven’t logged on to pRO since the last week of October. I have to say that although I feel a somewhat sentimental bond with the character I’ve been playing since July, I am now ready to give her up. Maybe I can say that I’ve moved on. Moved on, not in the sense that I found another game I liked better, but in the sense that I’m now focusing on things that I deem more important. Plus I’ve come back to my first love, my first ever hobby, reading.

And when I start to read, I get inspired and then start to write. I somewhat feel that I’ve wasted my three or so months by playing instead of writing my stories. Not that I didn’t enjoy the experience of playing the game and meeting all the people I’ve played with.

pRO has opened my eyes to a new mythology. In my interest in the game, I’ve also researched about the legends and myths behind the names used. So I guess I am not leaving the game without having learned something.

In three days, my top up expires. I don’t plan on buying any more LUG prepaid cards in the future. So all I can say is good luck to anyone still playing the game. Hope you still enjoy it as much I did the first time I played it. Please play fair, and have fun doing so.

I cannot believe that I actually brought a typewriter to school and no one chided me about anything pertaining to it. Well, there is one guy who advised me to buy a laptop and lug that around instead, but he did help me carry the typewriter around school. Cute guy, makes me think of David somewhat, not really the physical part, but more on the personality. Church-goer kasi kasali sa choir, soft spoken, uber gentleman, laging may soft smile… things like that. Ang bait ng itsura. He does have this embarrassing habit of staring and when I tell him not to stare at me his grin just gets larger… gah, kung di lang sya sobrang mas bata baka patulan ko kung manligaw e. As it is, I’m keeping him in my friends only category ^^

Walang kwenta.

Nakakainis.

Sinabi nila November 4 ang pasok tapos walang professor na dumating?! Same with Nov 5 & 6. Oh, wait, may isa. She came in for about 5 minutes just to get the classcards tapos umalis na saying, "una na ako sa inyo ha? ito na kasi last class ko for today e." Nevermind that she was late and we had to wait for her.

Next sem di ako papasok ng buong 1st week of class. Complete waste of time e. Tang-i talaga.

I abhor waiting pa naman. Nakakainis!!! Thank all the gods I have a habit of bringing thick novels to pass the time kundi...

grrrrrrrrrr.......

Had a movie marathon yesterday. Rented out five films and watched them at home. So you can imagine why my eyes are hurting right now.

First was The Hours. Rented it coz I was curious. Critically acclaimed, won so many Oscars, and all that, but I have to admit that it was kinda hard to understand. Three women whose lives seem separate and different at first were essentially suffering through the same problem: they were all suffering depression because their entire lives had been centered on another person and not themselves. They seemed happy on the outside, but all three of them were ticking time bombs so to speak, a little provocation, a little more agony and they would choose the unthinkable just to escape the life that they were then living. I still liked the movie. Makes me think about how important life is. We’ve been told in our Philo classes to center our lives on making our source of happiness other people’s happiness, or something like that; but I got to thinking that not everyone can be as noble as this all the time. People have to live, not just for others, but also for themselves. We have to appreciate the life that we have, live it the way we wish to live it, struggle each and everyday to gain happiness, and accept life for what it is.

The second movie was Chicago. A musical, which endears it to me just by being that. Roxie is a bitch. She’s guilty as charged but was lucky enough to have a genius bastard to represent her (Richard Gere looks absolutely weird when he sings and dances). Her poor pathetic husband; he really did love her, except she was too blind with visions of fame to see and appreciate it.

Third movie was DareDevil. Elektra (sp?) died!!! (sorry for the spoilers kung meron man hindi pa nakakanood nito by this time). The movie was okay. I’m not a fan of the comics so I don’t have gripes about the accuracy of the details in the plot and setting and outfits. Medyo parang lampa nga lang si DareDevil sa movie. Dunno exactly why I had that impression. Liked the rain thing going on though, I mean the effects they used. Yun lang. Mom loved the film. But then she likes to watch action films and is a fan of Arnold S. She won’t admit to that little tidbit of course.

Fourth movie was my My Big Fat Greek Wedding. Figured I’d play this second to the last since by this time my mom and I would be in dire need of something to laugh at considering the first three movies aren’t exactly comedies. Tula’s(sp?) humongous family was hilarious! In a way, I wish to have a family life hers, it seems fun. At times I wonder what would life have been like if we had a bigger and closer family. Anyway, loved how Ian’s parents and Tula’s family interacted. Funny, funny, funny.

Last was Children of Dune. Mom was asleep by this time. 4 bleeding cds, natapos akong manood almost midnight na. Paul Muaddib was still played by Alec Newman, and he still makes me think of Rand al’Thor. I still think he’d be perfect for the role of Rand if the Wheel of Time is ever written for screenplay and made as a movie or tv series. Stilgard, Duncan Idaho, and Jessica got changed though. Read the books before so I knew what was going to happen to the film. Leto II looked younger than his twin. Desert creature my butt, Leto’s gonna turn into a tyrant worm. Literally a worm. He’s immortal alright, but he’s a fricking spice worm. I don’t want to spend forever in his shoes.

haaaaaaaaay... 2nd sem starts tomorrow. Vacation’s over. Bummer.


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